TaraRARARA

2010-12-11T12:38:00.001+08:00

Somehow i feel the weight on my shoulder is lifted off.
Feel so good.
God has delivered me.
Lets not dwell in the past and move on!

2010-12-11T11:27:00.001+08:00

Sorry
I cant place you close to my heart.
For i know that one day, we will have to walk on separate paths.
And i dont want to hurt like Mad

2010-11-25T19:40:00.001+08:00

ITS SO NOT FAIR!
But all i can do is to run into your presence Dear GOD.

2010-11-25T19:33:00.001+08:00

MISS THOSE TIMES.
Guess, we can only look back as a memory

2010-11-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

All I can say, is that its not the same anymore.

2010-08-25T19:34:00.002+08:00

Today
i really tried to study very hard.
As all i can say is that i'm a very complacent person.
If i do well, i wont study anymore.
So ytd results really pull me back into reality.
And i do think i really need tt.

And Oh GOD.
Sometimes, i really need the bad stuff to come into my life,
to make me turn to you.
How can i stop tt?
How can i just wanna be with you every single moment?
I really want your fire back into my life.
I dont wanna leave SG to China,
and find myself unable to share your good news to others,
just because my fire died.

The more i seek you, the more i find you.
The more i find you , the more i love you.
I wanna sit at your feet, drink from the cup in your hand.
Lay back against you and breathe, feel your heartbeat.
This love is so deep, its more than i can stand.
I melt in your peace, its overwhelming.

Deut 4:29
But if from there you seek the lord your God.
you will find him if you look for him with all your heart,
and with all your soul.

2010-08-24T19:27:00.000+08:00

SAD SAD.
Didnt do as wel as i hope for my OChem practical test
Ask the teacher and he said
i didnt do the other test to confirm that its really its tt compound.
But in fact i did.
I did all of the test. Think i dont have time?
But i really did.
I did so much test that i didnt even have the space to write down.
So i wrote in pencil, only the main test tt determines the compound,
i wrote down.
But what can i say? The teacher wont do anything abt it.
All i can do is to face the fact and study harder for my Exam.

Studied OChem today

2010-08-24T19:24:00.001+08:00

MOCKINGJAY OUT TODAY!!!!!!!

2010-08-12T19:04:00.003+08:00

I really dont know what to do.
When desperate times come desperate measures "GOD WORDS"

You may think you have challenges, but you have so many blessings. Sometimes it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere.

I really am thankful to God that its not me
Who's guilty to need to apologize
but i never expected the other party to apologize so damn fast.
I'm caught of guard, i dont know how to react?
Oh God wont you tell me how?

2010-08-11T18:35:00.002+08:00

Today went to mandarin hotel @ marina to eat.

My friend's mother work there so have a 50%discount which amounts to $18

The food there was kinda nice.

But how can it be compared to what i had yesterday?

HAHA yesterday was really super fun i cant forget it!

So the food today has no hold on me. hahah

Anyway we took alot of photos. Its my classmates.

Then we went to marina square jalan jalan.

Well its not bad, but we all get super tired and went home to rest!

TATA i'm dead beat.

2010-08-11T10:21:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was AWESOME CC OUTING!!!!
Simply love it to the max, thanks God for this.
Kevin is such a nice guy.
We ate Salmon, big PRAWNS, beef, and magnum @his bbq
hahaha
Awesome and he gave us GODIVA CHOCs!!!!
Will miss him, such an awesome friends.
I Love CC
Thanks guys for everything!!!

ps. Kevin DROVE us!!! We were so scared hahaha
so many police cars went passsssss, hahahahha
LOVE THE DAY!

2010-08-10T12:28:00.003+08:00

Going outing with CCcccccccccccccccccccccc
HAHA . At last , this better be awesome man.
Really miss edward though, he is like the fun maker, the organiser, the glue.
Now, it just feel so weird without him.
But what can we do?
The special ability of creatures, adaption.
Thats what we left to do. If even animals can do that we can do it btr!
Let's adapt and pray for the best!
What we are gonna do today is..
Movie @kallang leisure
then cooking @ kevin's house!!!!

2010-08-09T22:33:00.001+08:00

I felt so accomplished done all that i can do .
Its up to you now .
Fool!

2010-08-09T20:45:00.001+08:00

I dont know whether its a good thing or a bad thing.
But i loving it
its my life, my way of communicating

2010-08-09T20:29:00.002+08:00

Sometimes so many things happened that
worries us so much that we forget that there's this ultimate controller over us.
And sometimes we just wanna go our own ways that that we ended up going against his will.

2010-07-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! HE IS HOME!!!!!

2010-07-11T17:30:00.001+08:00

Ignite service, i was feeling down.
But thanks God for Nic Tan there to encourage me.
Like i had said, this week is not good at all!
But i've realised that GOD actually had warn me ahead.
but i forget, now that i have remember, i feel so much better.
Cause he had assured me on the salvation of my family through a dream,
and i had nothing to worry.
It's all in his MAJESTIC plan!
HAVE FAITH and WAIT on HIM!

GOD's WORD

2010-07-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

Last week was AWESOME but apparently this week is not.
Bad things keep coming my way.
Eg. my brother's problem
While in net just now Josh metioned that God can speak to us anytime and anyways.
And also when you are about to do something great for God,
the devil will come and disturb you.
Therefore, it's somehow speaking to me, as last week my FIRE is burning for God.
And through that i did great stuff like sharing the gospel. Thus, the devil is trying to stop me,
by throwing problems in my way.
But i have to stand in firm, and through FAITH PLEASE GOD.
And he will do great stuff and show miracles to me.

LORD, I hold onto your promise, and is never going to let go!

BROTHER'S LOVE

2010-07-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

Seriously!!!! Can't believe LOVE holds so much POWER.
Can even change a person.
Now, i truly witness it, through my brother's life.
I love my brother, although he is arrogant, unfriendly to me and stuff.
Never did i see him so happy talking to me, but if its for some girl he likes, he will.
Never see him so excited! I'm feel so happy for him.
Though I feel irritated about being used, I dont mind, because it's for him.
Anything i can do, i will.
Just hope that girl can change him for the better.
LORD, Please help me.
Please help him
Please help that girl.

2010-03-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

Yes!! Finally get my hot pink camera:)
whoohoo~~~~Cheers.
Went out to buy it, accompanied by Dewi.
Went to IT fair, but they dont sell it.
But i managed to get it from Harvey Norman!
Was ultra HAPPY!
Then we rushed to Cathay to watch
KAIJI

The show was super nice!!!

Oh and one super cool stuff

I saw on Dewi facebook our Full CC by chance!!

2009-04-08T16:28:00.005+08:00

BOOK RECOMMENDATION

Books i've read and i think it's so nice to the extreme,
that i want to prize them are here.

3rd THE HOT ZONE

This book is about a virus EBOLA
it's so creeping and exciting, and your should really know more about this virus that's around u.
It might strike anytime, anywhere.

Next,

2nd SHADOW WEB

Jessica Allendon is bored and Googles her name.
Weirdly, she finds another girl, same age, same name, also living in London.
They arrange to meet.
At the designated time and place, Jess sees the girl,
shock registering on both their faces as they realise they look identical.
They shake hands and in that instant are catapulted into each other's worlds.
Jessica finds herself somewhere which looks like the London of 50 years ago,
but the year is still 2008.
In this parallel London, the history is different,
key war memorials are missing,
and the Jessica whose life she now inhabits was involved in a dark and sinister conspiracy.
Jess must convince everyone she is the same girl,
at all costs, if she wants to get back to her London - alive.

Next,

1st THE SUMMONING

Link for the summary of this book click here

This book is the best, and when i was dying for more.
The next continuous book is only coming in May 2009.
And i think while waiting my life will just
rot away....

Although there are other books that i've read , i dun think i need to recommend
because it's Twilight .
It's so popular that anywhere you go , people are reading it.
So no more.

Oh there is one manga that i saw in a magazine,
it's "Goth . Do you enjoy pain?"
And it's nice, so Dewi read it.!

TATA~

Ebola

2009-03-12T20:27:00.002+08:00

Ebola

2009-02-28T15:55:00.004+08:00

Doubt

There's a game going around Japan called 'Rabbit Doubt'.
The premise of the game is that all of the players are rabbits in a colony, and one amongst them is randomly chosen to be a wolf that infiltrated the group of rabbits.
Every round, the wolf kills off a rabbit, and every round,
the group tries to figure out which of the rabbits is actually a wolf in disguise.
Sometimes the kids who play this game decide to meet up in person,
and Yuu, Mitsuki, Rei, Hajime, Eiji, and Haruka have done just that.
Unfortunately,
one of them has decided to take on the mantle of the wolf and has already killed once.
Who is the wolf,
and can they be stopped before everyone meets a very unpleasant end?

2009-02-27T21:15:00.005+08:00

What we are playing in life
is the game of LIE.
We HAD to lie,
In order to survive.
That's what life is.
To come out which a PERFECT LIE,
that we tried not to HURT others.
But normally we can't
construct this perfect life.
Which ends up hurting those we LOVE.

2009-02-27T21:05:00.004+08:00

It actually hurts
more than you think it did.

You just don't know
how much i have suffered

2009-02-26T20:54:00.005+08:00

Winner of the foreign language film
in Oscar Awards.

A Japanese Film
of a undertaker's life.

2009-02-26T20:43:00.003+08:00

'Behind a mystery lies a truth,
that will make you question
everything you believed.'

THE READER
Click for web

2009-02-26T20:28:00.003+08:00

"This story is amazing"
"Lines may divide us,
But hope will unite us."

Go to this web for more information

The Boy in the Striped Pajamas

2009-02-07T15:04:00.006+08:00

Leaving is sad.
Things like
"Partings are the beginning of meetings."

And when things are ending
they are just the beginnings

Death is just a beginning to
'A Whole New Journey'

Fruits basket story

2009-02-07T14:51:00.004+08:00

'The first promise
Since when did it becomes a 'curse'?
Since when did it becomes a 'burden'?
When everyone was happy and struggled to part
Love should had been there
Time has gone by people have changed
And it become something that has make people suffered
I'm sorry, very very sorry.
But
There is something i want to say to you for keeping the promise
Although it is not the promise that was originally made
To all those who kept it
What i most most want to say to you is
Thank you .'

2008-12-30T18:05:00.003+08:00

'In order to survive,
a living thing finds strength.
And sometimes,
the strength makes it seem
like a wild animal.'

drafts

2008-12-27T17:45:00.006+08:00

Been studying lately

and i've done my geography homework.

But still got maths, ss, chinese, Bio , and science....

But i get to play computer today .

And i watch Miss No Good.

And the computer internet disconnected.

Take hours to fix it.

And continue with a new found interesting Manga.

Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

2008-12-23T20:48:00.002+08:00

Well read another manga while i was free

it's called LOVE LUCK

When i was reading it my heart is like

Hurt a little?

While in real life i will never get

this kinda feelings i had experienced

when reading a manga/ love story.

Cause reality arent as perfect as the virtual.

2008-12-23T19:20:00.006+08:00

' Do not believe in everything that

anyone has said to you.

Because in the word <BELIEVE>

there's another word < LIE >'

2008-12-20T17:51:00.001+08:00

"The things that steal away

a person's breath.

Desire and Fear .

Desire blinds them.

Fear paralyzes them."

2008-12-13T18:18:00.004+08:00

You have to imagine everything,even the worst.

Because reality doesn't have a place for feeling.

Be prepared to walk some day on a different paths with your pals.

2008-12-13T14:31:00.003+08:00

I've started reading Hunter X Hunter

Well.. it's quite nice

But the main character seems to be a bit weak.

Maybe it's just because it's just starting.

And i now chpt 36.

there's like 200Plus so i must work hard!!

hahas.

Monday i'll be going for R.O.D

Quite excited

...

TATA :>

2008-12-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

I've finished reading

Yu YU hakusho!!

YaY!!

Quote

2008-12-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

Whenever i hear the sentence,

'When you can live forever , what would you live for?'

i try to answer

Fame? Money? Health? Love?

But all this is not as interesting compare to this

Earth destructions

and Human destructions

Conclusion is,

if i can live forever, i'll live to see how the world is gonna end.

With natural disasters or by human hands.?

killing of other species

2008-12-06T14:07:00.005+08:00

After i read this manga
i came to realise that the most frightening creature
in the world is actually not monster
but humans.
Humans are unpredictable.

'Humans dont know what they are and they see themselves as moral.
It's completely a fake world we live in .
We are no less than monsters.
Human beings have been made to destroy.
Thats' how
it's been for thousand of years. And when we stop we
find ourselves living with 5 to 6 billions in the boiling point about to explode.
But they are all living in denial of this.'

humans are actually a different species of monster
that knows how to find a reason to kill.
while true monster kills because they needed it to survive

But to me, even if a human kills another for food
it's nothing unusual as even animals do that
humans are animals too
only with more devices build in their brain

p.s 'the kill' i'm talking about is the killing of humans

2008-12-06T12:49:00.004+08:00

Everytime, i read finish a manga.

My heart will hurt.

Not because of the sad ending.

But because of having the thought of finding another great manga.

Parasyte

2008-12-06T12:37:00.001+08:00

It's says: It hurts to fall in love with someone who

can't love you back.

But what i was wondering is, if that person cant love you back.

then why would you want to give him/her your heart?

And let them hurt it?

This is a thing i can't understand about humans.

2008-12-06T12:09:00.000+08:00

Hi new bloggie:)

Currently craving for a ultra huge

CANDY FLOSS

But that's not the main point.
Finally or maybe i am going to blog seriously.
For the sake of fun!!:)
ok Still busy trying to fix it so.
TATA ;D